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Name: Catina
Birthday: 12/30/1980
Gender: Female
Interests: screaming to music, concerts, hanging out, watching movies, wearing black
Expertise: Music, church, drama, black clothing
Occupation: Other
Industry: Other
Message: message me
Member Since:
12/9/2003
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| So last night I went and watched The Christ at my church, which by the
way was the best play I've seen put on in years. I cried through
more than half of it, it was so moving, I just wished Michael had been
there to see it with me. When I got out I called him just to
leave a message on his phone that I missed him, but he answered so I
just told him I missed him. I was so sad that I wouldn't get to
see him for 3 whole days. He told me he was going home to eat and
he was going to talk to his parents and relax a little then he would
call me. So about an hour later he called, which was
expected. So we were talking like usual and I guessed someone
came to his bedroom door cause he told me hold on and someone was
talking to him. While I was waiting someone knocked on my door
assuming it was my roommate I went to answer it, and there he was at my
door, I screamed and almost passed out in shocked, but I loved every
moment of it.
Michael is the perfect match for me. It's kinda hard to go
into detail on how, we just fit together. Where one is weak the
other is strong, and the things that we feel we would die without the
other is the same way (such as our music taste). I just can't see
myself with someone who doesn't like screaming or doesn't like pop,
like My chemical romance or Fallout Boy. He can do both.
Everything about the way he looks is perfect, his height, weight, eye
color, hair color ( the length is a little short but it looks good on
him), facial hair, teeth, skin, there's not one thing I don't
love. Now before all of you get all sickened out by my display of
affection it's not for you guys it's for Michael so he can see how much
I care. And I know some of you are happy to know that
I have someone I can talk about it this way. I already can't
imagine what it would be like without him in my life, I know it would
be uneventful. I think that's all I have for now. For all
my friends who have loving relationships know that I'm finally right
there with you.
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| Well I don't have much time to write I'm over at my boyfriend Michael's house and am using his internet. Things are going so so if I didn't have two stupid jobs that I can't seem to make money at. I guess it's back to Tulsa to work, at least now I have a cousin who lives up here and I can make him let me crash at his place. So I don't really have a lot to say I stay pretty busy working at Miss Addie's during the day and Chili's at night like 45 to 50 hours a week. At a resteraunt in a decent city I would be making $450 a week at least, but here it is more like $300. Michael's great, it was kinda random that we even got together though. If I hadn't been with Jeremy and wanted to get my mind off of him. There are other factors that I just can't go into detail about right now, but I truely think it was God that brought us together. Seeing as I had been praying everyday for 2 or 3 months for God to send me someone. We'll just see how this goes. So everyone knows I'm happy. I wish I lived and worked in Tulsa, and that I lived closer to him, but all in due time.
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| I really wanted this Christmas to be awesome and it started off that way then tonight around 8:30 things started crumbling down. I got some news that I kinda expected, but didn't want to here, but I know God is in control of all that. I was going to hang out with Jeremy on Wed. because I got over my pettyness and got over the fact, us getting back together, might happen. Then mom decided we're going to have Christmas on Wed. Then on my way home I was dwelling greatly on where I'm going to be living and I hit a hole on the side of the rode and blew out my tire. Parents came and helped change it, then I spent 30 min. driving back and forth on that road to my grandpa's for different reasons they'ld come up with. I'm so tierd now and I have to get up and get my tire fixed before I go to work in the morning. Thanks to Tracy for making my day enjoyable it was fun I hope my birthday goes well to.
I talked to all my wonderful friends today, Lauren, Chris, Nate, Tracy, and all my family. I get to go see The Lion King in Tulsa in June thanks to Mamaw.
I'm just praying God give me patience, I feel I always have things planned in my head and I think it's because it's what God puts there, but then it doesn't go exactly my way and I almost loose hope. It's just not the right time, but I know the time will come. I think June will be a good month, and this year that I'm 25(Dec. 30) will be a good year.
I miss my friends that are far away. Keep in touch. | | |
| I have such a great friend in Jeremy but I had to let it go. I could never get over him while still seeing him and wanting to be the one he's with. I'm sorry Jeremy for not being able to be the friend you wanted in me, but maybe someday. I just have to tell you that I saw Tripple H on Regis this morning and I really think I would like wrestling it might become one of my new interests.
In other news. I have been praying the last few nights. " God I pray for the one that you have picked out for me, and I hope that he's praying for me too. I ask that you send him my way in your time. I'm ready and I know now what is best for me. " I was telling people all day on Sun. that I feel something is going to happen soon I just know it.
Hi Chris Z. if you're here reading this you mean so much to me and I look forward to talking to you more often. | | |
| Hello everyone in xanga world. You know it's weird to me that all of you guys are friends with each other and even though we live in the same city we never hang out. This would be towards all of you Jeremy friends. It seems like I know you so well, but not. Sometimes I can't wait to get on here to see if you've left a comment, but yet I see none of you. I'm not complaining I'm just making an observation.
Well Christmas and my birthday are coming up and even though I have friends I feel that I am spending them alone because I know who I could have been spending it with. Don't get me wrong I'm good with the friends thing with Jeremy it's not that I want him per se it's that I wanted the company of that relationship and what it meant to me. I guess that's enough rambling for now. I feel something great coming within the next few months. | | |
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